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It makes you see what you’re “suppose” to look like. How popularity is based on your looks. How you only get notes on your photos if you’re good looking. That’s pretty much it. It makes you want to fit in and be everyone else. Almost everyone looks the same on here. What happened to being unique?…

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I assume. I get jealous. I do stupid shit and end up doing even more stupid things to try and make up for it. Every girlfriend calls me an asshole, maybe I’ll change my name to that.

In all seriousness, I believe it helps. The girls I’ve dated have learned something: They’re all worth something more. They learn to take pride in themselves and move on to bigger and better things. I just happen to be their stepping stone into that reality. I feel that as long as they get something positive out of it, then good. If I happen to be that reason why they become stronger, then good. Sure I get hurt BIG TIME in the process, but I can get over it. If I’ve made an impact on them, what should it matter? So long as it’s a positive one. I will say that these breakups are all of my own fault. They all found things that have made them happier than when they were with me. It’s kind of funny though how it works. It always ends up the same way. Date girl - breakup - their lives get better than before they’ve dated me. I can’t tell if this is a good or a bad thing. Or for who on that matter. It’s a love hate thing.

On topic, the only thing that matters is that they are happy. And I’d be glad to be there for them whenever they need someone there for them should I be that person that they choose. So far, no one has ever gotten back to me, or even avoid me at every cost. But that shows me that they’re doing fine without me. Good. But for who?

This is the thing about relationships. Breaking up means a different schedule and having to adjust. It may take only a day. But many months for others, such as myself. I do not regret having feelings for these people, for they’ve also made impacts on me and I’ve learned many lessons.

The following are the mistakes I’ve made and what I’ve learned. Unfortunately, they were very costly, and I advise you to take note.

1. Rushing things
It only leads to disaster. It takes the fun out of being in a relationship and requires little effort. And effort is much needed between to people to make a good connection.

2. Assuming
You only make yourself look stupid. Overthinking and letting your thoughts get to your head leads to arguments about things that are either totally irrelevant or very untrue. Your feelings start to change and end up feeling you’re not good enough or that the relationship won’t last. It’s thoughts like these that ruin the connection between the two people.

3. Hiding and Avoiding
Communication and honesty are the two most important things in a relationship (including respect) If you feel that you have a problem or that something’s wrong, don’t go venting. Go talk to your partner and solve the problem. Even if the solution is a breakup. Whatever helps the both of you best. Hiding doubts only leads to more doubts and assumptions. If you don’t like a certain behavior about your partner, tell them. But do NOT try to change them. And do NOT try to avoid the problem. Examples would be not replying to calls or texts. Basically avoiding the person. It only makes it worse and WILL lead to something bad if it isn’t taken care of soon.

4. Being defensive
If you and your partner argue, you’d try to prove yourself right. But what’s important is that you listen to the other person as well. Take the other person’s point of view into serious consideration and don’t blow it off like it’s nothing. Both of you need to discuss your problems and try to work it out. Arguments aren’t worth losing your partner

5. Getting back with someone when they don’t want to
This is basically the most embarrassing thing I have ever done. It only makes things worse for YOU. They WILL find you extremely annoying and want to avoid you even more. If they say they only want to be friends, keep it that way. Be a friend, not a desperate person. And who knows, maybe they will have feelings for you again. It’s all about personal space, and trying to get back with them only intrudes it.

6. Being a giant fucking pussy
If you really want to get to know someone, go ahead and approach them. It’s nerve-wracking, I know. But maybe you’ll never get the chance ever again. You’re only losing out on a million possibilities that could be in your favor. You never know until you try. This is where doubts and assumptions come into play. Don’t let them get to you, as they only break your confidence even more. Talk to them before someone else does

Hopefully, by learning that I become a better person. There’s many things I wish I never did. It was always with the wrong person. I won’t go around calling them bitches or whatever. It’s childish, and I could never say something like that to someone who’s meant so much to me. If any of you are reading this, I’m sorry. It may not matter, but please know that the wrongs I did were never my intention. But thank you for teaching me about myself and how to become a stronger person.

Who the fuck takes their girlfriend to an NBA game and doesn’t even pay attention to it? Rehtard

Knocking niggahs outta the game

Heading to my friends house to play games and jam. Hopefully we go to the beach on Sunday. Most inspirational place. Sitting on the sand and just dropping lines. Stocking My rap’s been getting way fucking better than before in both categories of lyricism Rap and R&B.

Coffee and BBQ Chicken before I go. Today’s gunna be fucking G.

All I did after graduating was hang out all night and every night. Smoking went up big time, money from graduation all gone ($400.. Hey, I love clothes.) There goes my studio cash god dammit. Went to a couple parties and played pool lots. Pat is gone for the next month and Rob turned 21 a couple days ago. Congrats, now he can buy all the alcohol he wants. I’m landing a job at Ala Moana. Prescott’s dad is the leading manager of the WHOLE ENTIRE MALL. Pretty fucking gnarly. Except getting there sucks. The bus is sketch as hell, and I can’t drive. But I’m taking my permit test Monday, and Charlie and her mom will teach me how to drive. Thank BasedGod that they’re neighbors. Hmm, I’m pretty bored of this routine though. The biggest thoughts on my mind are job and drive. Get money. Sister and I got matching hats. I love her <33 So, now that I’ve had my fun, I’ll get shit done. Swerve. BTW fuck grace bible church. 2 faced assholes fucked me over. Some church right? Besides, believing in myself is way more productive than kneeling and talking to an imaginary friend.

“Bullshit bullshit bullshit, money and strippers
lambos and clubbing, girls and asses
hats shoes hats shoes hats shoes hats shoes hats shoes
swag swag swag swag swag swag swag swag swag swag swag
look at me, I’m so fly
BALLIN”

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Mac Miller is one ugly fucker.

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